Have you
ever felt being abandoned? Have you ever felt being used by someone whom you have
trusted blindly? What happens when all the emotions come to subside as the
situations and the circumstances comes to an end. Sometimes nothing matters in life.
The thoughts are often lost and the course of action doesn't find its way.
Everything
stood in turmoil when I was going to step in to the new phase of my life. I had
lost myself while trying to defend someone who proved that I was actually no
one.
When the
life turns to give a lesson, you ought to learn it or else the life goes on
teaching the same chapter again and again. After losing the job, I was
shattered to pieces. I was simply losing my identity while trying to seek out
the existing issues and problems.
Every
little incident made me lose hope and I felt like I was lost in the maze of life.
My partner on other hand always encouraged me. It was for him that I started
believing the fact that every matter shall settle down in the life with the
passing time
.
The
people who had always been there during my good times soon started avoiding me
and always pitied me because of the way the things had turned on. I always felt
what exactly I was doing in my life. What purpose am I serving? I dint knew
that loosing of job would have such an outcome on my physical and mental well
being.
I had
nothing except the grey thoughts and my inner self was afraid to accept the
fact that soon the things will be turning over to the better side.
Slowly
and securely my flat was registered which was the biggest obstacle since I dint
had job in my hand. I was slowly loosing myself in the darkness that defied my
existence even.
But
suddenly there was a sharp turn and everything seemed to take shape.I got a job
and the things started falling to places that I had never thought even.
With the
hard times on fold, I came to know about the people around me and realized its
better to be abandoned at times to realise the self worth.
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