Discovering an INTROVERT..

I am amazed to see how the time changes the things! How the people ultimately drift from their mere existence and travel from the World of confusion to the World of tranquility.

I am an exorbitant person who is always excited with or without reason. But I get more attached to those people who never expresses their journey to be a special one but treats it to be the most exotic and exquisite journey.

Just letting the things go and holding on to the things which needs to be taken care of softly they are the exact person who knows to maintain the balance in between the close relations and the formal relations.

We, the World often refers them to be the `INTROVERTS`. They live in their own World with all their dreams, duties and people who makes them or leads them to be better person. What I fail to understand is the way in which they treat the person in their own lives, they treats everyone equally but each one of the distinctive way. They are the quite listener yet the most expressive of all the beings.

They never express though and ultimately throw a friendly challenge of understanding them which has a genuine and an honest tagline, “Samajh Sako toh Samajh Lo”.

They changes with time. But they remain the same. The change which comes in them is that they become more of an introvert person and their challenges for understanding them becomes even more and more tough, rough and strong.

They have their peace, their sensibility and their trust which depends on nothing materialistic but it just depends on their hearts which always seems to be happy and gay without any reason or any season.

If they encourage someone to be a part of their lives, then feel lucky. But if you are not so lucky then be ready to face the challenge of understanding them because it will be rather a difficult task to open the crust of the introvert person.

Time is essence they believe that determines the importance of a person. But sometimes this time also doesn’t serve the essence when they trusts you and confides.

What I feel about the introverts is that they are the most intelligent, intellectual and improvised in anything they do, deal or learn. They are the most learned yet the laziest. With a care-free attitude they rock the World but they care for everyone in their heart. They are the solution to every problem and problem to every solution .They are often the most interesting when in the group and boring when alone. They are always mysterious and more you try to reveal the mystery the more mysterious they become.

So if you have an introvert in your life, feel lucky not because they are intelligent but because they are the people who will be by your side let the whole World stands against you. They will always care and in the darkest hours of life their helping hand will be enough to guide you towards the light.

Expectations....

 

 I have cared for the people and I have been hurt terribly in return that I was shattered to pieces. At times I have felt that I should change the way I think. I wanted to change my thought process where I am the last important person of my life. But ultimately the things didn’t change. 

Ultimately I remained the same, though every time I was hurt brutally. Does caring hurts so much? Caring doesn’t hurt but I realized that somehow expectation hurts a lot. I expected. I expected that the way I cared for someone in that similar way the opposite end will care for me. But it was not that.

The fact that remained stand by is how to stop expecting? As being a normal human, I expect from the people I care. This makes the things turn on to other side. Caring for someone does not give the ultimate right to expect.

 

I had lost a numerous friends on account of either excessive care or excessive expectations. But my thought doesn’t change me since I don’t consider it to be a mistake ultimately. 

People have often used me as a thing and then have left me behind broken and torn apart.  Emotions have often found their destination in the salty waters where I have submerged my existence wholly. I know it’s difficult to understand the scenario but the question which remains answerable is that how to deal with my own mentality. The mentality, the nature, the GREAT EXPECTATIONS that is leading me to drift away from my existence!

Their first love..

It was slow but a steady move. Linda was lost. She couldn’t find the ways to divert attention of Keith who seemed to be very determined. Keith was breathing heavily and the warmth of his breath touched her face.

Was it right to let him touch her. Linda was not sure. Within a fraction of second she was drowned into the thought of their first date. Keith was shyly sitting over a distance and couldn’t even glance at her. Linda smiled at him. Keith was difficult to handle. A rather introvert person with a calmness instilled in him that made him so special.

Soon she was back from the past. Over a period of time they had been dating each other. They were accustomed to each other`s day to day habits and were trying to adjust with each other. Two of them seemed to be exact opposite poles. They never agreed and the cat fights brought them more close to each other.

It was in a span of few months that everything seemed to change. Keith had become impatient and Linda became quiet. There was definitely a change in their chemistry which made them more caring about each other.

They looked into each other`s eye .Linda stole her glance from him. Keith kept on looking at her breathing heavily. He took her chin up and looked at her desperately. Linda felt her heart pumping blood twice more as the pulse was running like gushing stream.

Keith touched her lips while he clasped her sweating hands in his hands. With a single touch there was butterflies in Linda`s stomach that gave her the feel of passion. Keith on other hand was staring at her and perspiring to calm himself down.

It was a cold night. They hugged and rose to move. A heavenly peace resided in two hearts as they had experienced their first kiss.