Little to share

I had never thought that I will miss you so much. Though I have known you for last two years, still I have a feeling that I have known you for several years. Patience is the lesson you have taught me and I respect you. I feel to share with you whatever happens in my life .I want you to be there when ever I fall and whenever I achieve my dreams .I don’t have such a friend who had cared for me  and also have taught me along the way. You have been only such kind of friend. I am distressed. I am sure friend, you have other priorities of life but..I expect a bit from you. Am I injured by your behavior ? No, I am not since I don’t think that life can give me more than a friend like you.

I don’t deserve anything better than this. I have always suffered from the insecurity and inferiority. I know life is standing up leaving all this things apart but I have never been able to pull the past out of myself. I have thought of not crying over the past but I have failed to do so. Sometimes desperately I need friends who can support me and lift me. People have often hurt me and therefore I know how it feels to get hurt by a friend who has brought a beam of light in life.I miss you my friend..!!