Loneliness is simply a word sometimes and sometimes it
becomes a part of oneself. It is sometimes the worst part…But the question
which had always troubled me is that why a person does feels/becomes lonely?
In childhood the parents and the school gathering makes up
for the loneliness but as we grow up to be a teenager there are certain things
which is just very awkward. There are things that we are unable to define or
rather understand. Eventually as we are out of that particular state it’s a very
weird situation in front of us. We have crossed our school boundary & is
about to reach the graduation section…which is always meant for the matured
people.
We laugh at our self, thinking and guessing when did we
exactly became MATURE…..But things roll on…we are at that time already heading
on towards being something which we always had aspired to be. DREAMS of LIFE we
revive and in the long run it becomes only the cause for our survival.
At the time when we are just budding up from the so called teenager
to a matured person...We experience the most treasured and the most beautiful
emotion of life & that is what we call LOVE…rather in an immature state we
earlier used to refer as crush.
With friends we giggle about that person, we are just getting
too much attached to that person with the passing time. Slowly slowly we realize
that relation is everything but suddenly the young minds bend towards the
practicality chooses the MATERIALISTIC TREASURES rather than SILLY LOVE. Rising
higher higher is the only DREAM persists that binds the soul towards the ZENITH
of MATERIALISTIC SUCCESS.
As we reach higher and higher we become more and more
thoroughly engrossed in work and leaving aside so called SENTIMENTS…we move forward.
As we SUCCEED towards our GOAL suddenly it’s LONELY. The desired dream of the
LIFE has been fulfilled...But still something goes out missing...the person
with whom the HAPPINESS can be shared off….
Again led back by LIFE we try to reach up to our OLD FRIENDS
whom we have just shunned off while FLYING with SOMEONE in AIR….But sadly they
have already moved on…..
LONELINESS strikes again in HEART and this time it’s pretty
HARD...so HARD…that we are closed in the CHAMBER OF THE OFFICE working whole
day to get a relief from the BURNING THOUGHTS…
Realization and sobs are a regular affair in that state of mind..A grief-stricken
heart finds HAPPINESS in the WORK & looses one self in the midst of the same
MATERIALISTIC WORLD…