

There was someone I always looked up in any situation. In a more appropriate manner it can be said HE was with ME in my every mood, every joy, every sorrow, every success, and every failure. HE used to be a part of me in every thought & activity of mine. Suddenly HE was gone. Without whom I couldn’t have imagined my existence, HE was gone. HE is my DAD.
Suddenly some curse fell upon me; I was compelled to be more
mature, cleverer & more responsible. I just felt I was out of the track. No
one was there to guide me, to compel me; to scold me & most importantly to LOVE ME.I had always been my FATHER`S GIRL.Everyone had sympathy for me & additionally burdened me
with all their so called sentimental pressure.
I found no one to rely on. I just looked at my FAMILY (Mom,
Sis & Bro) and something was groaning inside me. I don’t wanted people to sympathize
me. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to realize the reason behind my groaning pain that I was
undergoing . Was it for the loss of DAD or was I afraid
of the whole circumstance? I just couldn’t understand. I was so immature!!
Being the eldest what should be done by me; was my first thought.
I felt awkward. I have never reflected my life in this way before. I was pushed
in darkness by the DESTINY to find the lights for not only myself but the
people surrounding me. I felt I was lost.

Ultimately I reached my goal, my destiny. I CLEARED OFF MY FINALS.
Was I satisfied? I gave the news of crossing the first milestone to everyone.
Still I felt my success to be incomplete. I wanted to shout out my HEART…wanted
HIM to know that “YES DAD, I HAVE DONE IT….!! I HAVE DONE IT FOR YOU.”