My soul has departed with you. I
feel so abandoned, so lonely without you my friend. Out in the road I went, to
get drenched in the rain that came pouring down washing all my tears away. I
got drenched wholly but still I stood waiting for you to arrive. I couldn’t cry
because I knew you were not going to come back to me. My tears won’t be able to
quench your anger which I had thought would diminish as we would move in our
life.
I was wrong. I was having wrong
perception about our relationship. I was wrong to have the thought that you
will be there with me lifelong. There is a huge gap that is being created as
you have moved on leaving me behind in the dark pit of life. We had never
spoken of the feelings that we had for each other. We both misunderstood each
other and we did defy the rules of friendship.Nothing seems to touch me except your thoughts. How am I to survive without you? I had never thought that our relationship would drift apart in this way. I haven’t thought those long talks, those texts & those silly fights would be lost forever.
Everything changes around us. Let
it be the seasons, the age and the nature itself. But I had a strong belief
that our bonding is never going to change over time. But it seems that your
priorities have changed over the time and you have forgotten the old episodes.
I stood in the rain. The rain
drizzled down my soul, washing away all the thoughts and memories that I had of
him. I stood still, closing my eyes and realizing that HE HAD NOT ONLY BEEN MY
FRIEND BUT…BUT I have FALLEN for him. I WAS IN LOVE. With this realization
again there was a groaning pain. I realized that I could never tell him that I
could spend every minute of my life fighting with him, arguing madly and
ultimately loving HIM crazily.I stood there still, hoping and praying to the Almighty to help me in building next blocks of my life.
