As I grow more and more by the passing days, as I learn more
and more by the growing days, I learn not to give up but to hold on. I learn
not to get impatient but smile at every hope. I have learnt to stop yearning
and rather leaving the desires that conquer my thoughts.
I have learn that performing up to the mark is not
important but trying is more important. Dreaming doesn’t mean to fly high but
it means to steer the wheels of life towards the dreams.
`What if’, `what if not’ is the ultimate phrase of life
which we bind ourselves. The `IF’ factor
is so important that we often forget ourselves, our existence.
Often we try to analyse every little thing that happens or
every little existence that strikes us to fall back.
Why is it always that we fall back and why it is not that we
cannot stand and fight our way out?
Why are we never happy or are happy only at times! As the time
moves on, do we also move on? Do we ever recognize the inbuilt or inborn
capability we have! Might be we never actually!!
The failures and the little trauma strikes us so hard that
we fall not to rise but simply to get lost in the trauma of lonely darkness.
The desires, the expectations, the kindness, the affection
and most importantly love are all parts of the life. It seems like a dream when
I imagine childhood days coming back as I see those little butterflies
fluttering here and there.
The ages have passed but still the colourful butterflies
bring a smile to my eyes. The drizzle still makes me to have ice-cream without
even the thought of getting the cold.
Now I am an independent person. Not too much of freedom
hurts. But does freedom means to be free from all duties and all responsibilities.
I think as the freedom strikes back, it becomes difficult to handle ourselves
in the midst of so much of darkness around.
The clutches of the deepened wounds are so vivid that as we
move on to attain the dreams; we are again haunted back by the past scars.
Why to live for the past or future? Why to live only to
breathe? Live to live and leave to live..!!
