Tuesday, 29 January 2013

I Admire..



Tears welled up her eyes and again I was embarrassed. It has always been a pleasure to motivate a person, a friend. But if the same words bring tears to eyes then it is really an awkward situation. I remained quiet,lost in the thought what had brought tears to my friend`s eyes.


I have known my friend as we have worked together. She had never disclosed her true self from the day one. I was lost as I unable to analyse my new companion who seemed to be busy in her own world doing her set of regular chores and it was somewhat different from the regular jobs done by the teenage people.


I believe in destiny and I believe everything has its own time also. To know a person properly the patience is required. But as the days passed by I realized that the patience was also such a trait that would go missing while knowing my friend. She had enough maturity with know-how of everything and a high self esteem.

I sat quietly as she sniffed off and her tears fell off. I didn't have the option of cursing myself either and neither did I wanted to disturb her flowing emotions. I couldn't move. I was still. From her previous actions she made me to draw a conclusion that she was the strongest person. But somewhere there was a small kid who had not grown up.I looked at my friend and I promised myself something. I decided at that very moment that I would never hurt my friend let the circumstance be anything.

An angel blessed with the qualities of patience and tolerance .I owe the Destiny for making us friends. Her tears were calmed down after sometime. As the days turned on its pages we were turned to be good friends. She taught me the positivity of life and how the patience was important to judge a situation. Slowly I started learning and admiring my friend. As I started looking up for small help in day to day chores it seemed to be that I was a petty learner in front of the great teacher that she was.

She was simple but clever. She had her own set of views of life and she loved the life in any way .I started looking and admiring my life as I realized that every day is a new day to begin with. Leaving apart the past I moved on and secured a good job. I knew that it was all because of my friend. The new zeal and confidence made me to land over a new assignment, my dream job. Indeed a heartfelt thank you would be less to express my thoughts. But still..Thank You my friend..!!






Monday, 28 January 2013

Little to share




I had never thought that I will miss you so much. Though I have known you for last two years, still I have a feeling that I have known you for several years. Patience is the lesson you have taught me and I respect you. I feel to share with you whatever happens in my life .I want you to be there when ever I fall and whenever I achieve my dreams .I don’t have such a friend who had cared for me  and also have taught me along the way. You have been only such kind of friend. I am distressed. I am sure friend, you have other priorities of life but..I expect a bit from you. Am I injured by your behavior ? No, I am not since I don’t think that life can give me more than a friend like you.

I don’t deserve anything better than this. I have always suffered from the insecurity and inferiority. I know life is standing up leaving all this things apart but I have never been able to pull the past out of myself. I have thought of not crying over the past but I have failed to do so. Sometimes desperately I need friends who can support me and lift me. People have often hurt me and therefore I know how it feels to get hurt by a friend who has brought a beam of light in life.I miss you my friend..!!

Monday, 21 January 2013

Fading off...

Sinking deep in the shallow,
I find my memories fading off...
In the dreams I find myself missing.
To the melting blue sky deep,
The clouds fly away,
Taking me off from my World.

I ran hard,
A breath taking chase by nightmare,
I rushed,I ran,I stumble,I fall..
In the cold darkness as I freeze,
I find myself standing ..
In the burning red of the horizon..

The dawn sets me,makes me stand by,
The future deep sky blue,
The peace in the midst of darkness,
There I stand in the path of a new day.

Abondoned....

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