Expectations....

 

 I have cared for the people and I have been hurt terribly in return that I was shattered to pieces. At times I have felt that I should change the way I think. I wanted to change my thought process where I am the last important person of my life. But ultimately the things didn’t change. 

Ultimately I remained the same, though every time I was hurt brutally. Does caring hurts so much? Caring doesn’t hurt but I realized that somehow expectation hurts a lot. I expected. I expected that the way I cared for someone in that similar way the opposite end will care for me. But it was not that.

The fact that remained stand by is how to stop expecting? As being a normal human, I expect from the people I care. This makes the things turn on to other side. Caring for someone does not give the ultimate right to expect.

 

I had lost a numerous friends on account of either excessive care or excessive expectations. But my thought doesn’t change me since I don’t consider it to be a mistake ultimately. 

People have often used me as a thing and then have left me behind broken and torn apart.  Emotions have often found their destination in the salty waters where I have submerged my existence wholly. I know it’s difficult to understand the scenario but the question which remains answerable is that how to deal with my own mentality. The mentality, the nature, the GREAT EXPECTATIONS that is leading me to drift away from my existence!