Sunday 4 August 2013

Leave to LIVE...!!



As I grow more and more by the passing days, as I learn more and more by the growing days, I learn not to give up but to hold on. I learn not to get impatient but smile at every hope. I have learnt to stop yearning and rather leaving the desires that conquer my thoughts.

I have learn that performing up to the mark is not important but trying is more important. Dreaming doesn’t mean to fly high but it means to steer the wheels of life towards the dreams.
`What if’, `what if not’ is the ultimate phrase of life which we bind ourselves. The `IF’  factor is so important that we often forget ourselves, our existence.

Often we try to analyse every little thing that happens or every little existence that strikes us to fall back.

Why is it always that we fall back and why it is not that we cannot stand and fight our way out?

Why are we never happy or are happy only at times! As the time moves on, do we also move on? Do we ever recognize the inbuilt or inborn capability we have! Might be we never actually!!

The failures and the little trauma strikes us so hard that we fall not to rise but simply to get lost in the trauma of lonely darkness.

The desires, the expectations, the kindness, the affection and most importantly love are all parts of the life. It seems like a dream when I imagine childhood days coming back as I see those little butterflies fluttering here and there.

The ages have passed but still the colourful butterflies bring a smile to my eyes. The drizzle still makes me to have ice-cream without even the thought of getting the cold.

Now I am an independent person. Not too much of freedom hurts. But does freedom means to be free from all duties and all responsibilities. I think as the freedom strikes back, it becomes difficult to handle ourselves in the midst of so much of darkness around.

The clutches of the deepened wounds are so vivid that as we move on to attain the dreams; we are again haunted back by the past scars.

Why to live for the past or future? Why to live only to breathe? Live to live and leave to live..!!

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